Hello! I was hoping that my writer’s block last week was going to be short-lived, but alas, it seems to be the product of a rapidly-worsening onset of depression that makes me feel guilt for existing in a public way. I’ve also decided that I am going to revamp/rewrite/polish/republish some of my older, more well-known posts (my sass article, my blackened screamo article, etc.) because the way that they exist now kinda bums me out and it makes me feel embarrassed about my writing, although I’m sure that’s part of the natural shame-adjacent depression I am currently feeling.
In any case! Feel free to send me DIY music- or pop-culture- or horror-related Qs to A next week either in the comments here or on Twitter or wherever you feel like seeing me. Hopefully by next week I will have managed to shake off the part of me that feels like I don’t deserve to exist in the same plane of existence as everyone else. I love y’all. Toodles.
-xoxo, Ellie
hey Ellie! if you feel like it, check out this record a friend of mine did by himself in his bedroom while taking his first semester in like, the toughest uni course in Portugal. insane kid. lowkey jelly of his skills. xo
https://youtu.be/dXJASHJBM9g